The White Light!

 

Well, it seems no matter where I look the white light of love is everywhere. I know it sounds weird, but hear me out. I have been doing a lot of spiritual work lately. Everything from self help reading about positive attraction, books on Angels, spirituality, psychic abilities, etc…Today, I watched a recorded Oprah about a little boy who attacked his mother. It was a riveting story about a little boy who was diagnosed with mental illness, after years of problems with mood swings, aggressive behavior, and anger issues. The thing that got me is that he is using the technique of surrounding himself with the white light to keep him from the negative energy that makes him do negative things (his words ). I was shocked! Really, funny how when, I set myself on a path, it seems everywhere I look, I see the same messages over and over again. Every book, I have been reading, every show on TV, every time I try to investigate some new idea, to help myself grow. The answer lately, with out fail, is surrounding yourself with the white light and keep all thoughts positive! Sorry, just had to share. I think some one is trying to tell me something. Just kidding, I get it and have been working on it. I can honestly say for me it is working very well! I think I was shocked, that it would also work with people with mental illness, but very happy it does. Makes me wonder how powerful is this thing?

Okay, skip over, no work yesterday, been reading mostly. Tried a few times to focus on drawing or even crocheting ( I did manage to start a crochet project, but not what I wanted). So, now today, it looks cold and dark and gloomy, I will do my best to try again, or as the little boy from Oprah says, “Don’t try, just do!” So, off I go to do something, and what ever I do will be what I am meant to do. End of that!

No big lottery win. Just saying. It is all good, I know it will arrive one day, the fleet of ships I am waiting for! The day it does, this life of mine will be explosive, for now I continue to work hard and prepare myself for that day! Sending out my love to you and all you love, sincerely, diana

 

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The Winds Of Change!

 

Well, sorry for the absence the last couple of days. Unseen developments, had popped up in my personal life, so I had business to do. Seems, that life once again has sent me a curve ball, or that I have been t-boned. Got to watch in all directions or things can sneak up on you. The my friends is what happened to me. I am happy, do not mistake this for a cry on your shoulder kind of experience. One thing I can say for sure is, all the work I have been doing on myself is really paying off. Even though for a little bit I had to fight off tears and fears of rejection. I am proud, I did not cry, I feel very upbeat, and truly cannot wait to see where this will all take me. Now, if that remains the case only the future can reveal, for now I am good. I reason for the break was because I was consoling him ( crazy, huh?), he was taking it harder than I was. He was feeling guilty and I dare say confused, normally breaking up is much more dramatic. Kind of mind blowing for both of us, now I am used to less bumpy breakups than the average Joe, but this was smooth sailing! Anyway, if you are going to do it, I hope you can work yours out amicably as well, well worth it!

Okay, so my plans for the weekend have changes. I was going to research a couple of possible business venues, but that has been bumped to next weekend. Now, things seem to be back to normal ( with a twist of course), so off to my shower, and really going to try to work on some art and housework. My friend came by the other day and brought me some Sylvia Brown, whom I just love! So, she is my new companion to help me grow spiritually and keep my focus on the positive. I believe life is a class, and on this last exam, let’s just say I Rule! Feeling like the answers are coming, and that I am paying attention to them as well. Feeling less like a leaf tossed in the wind, and more like a a kite flying free ( but with the ever trusty string and guide to keep me safe)!  Just wondering how your week is going? I do hope life is being good and kind, and if you have reached a bump, how are you handling it? Please drop a note, if you feel the urge, would love to hear your thoughts.

Now for a quick update, I just checked my lottery numbers, and I did not win the big jackpot yet. I do hope some one won something. Not sure anyone on the whole thing, I think not, I do still hope some lucky folks out there are having a nice weekend, due to the lottery! Life is good! Wishing you my love as always, from the heart, diana

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Who’s That Girl?

Well, off I go to the land of art. Been a while really, not for lack of trying, just been trying to get to feeling better. Since the last flu bout, and other personal stuff, it just seems like I am more tired than usual. So, every night I go to bed determined to shake it off, and do some work, but before I know it, morning has arrived and got to do this and that, before I know it it is the afternoon, and I haven’t had a chance to do any artwork. today it appears is no different, except, I am dragging out my art tools, if I have to stare at them all day or not! I will push myself, maybe it is just about having been sick and not playing with my markers and paints, that has me out of focus. Anyway, once I leave this blog, it is off to work I go. With any luck artists’ block will not be an issue. Who knows, once I get going, I may just unclog the damn and the creative juices will overwhelm me, it won’t be the first time.

I feel like I do not recognize this new person, I am. It is good though, almost wish I could have figured it out sooner, maybe it is just age. It could be the new found interest in my soul too, or the new determination to get my art career going. It could be just the acceptance of my spiritual gifts, and my ability to give those a chance to grow as well. I look into the mirror and wonder who is this girl?  Truthfully, it doesn’t matter who she is, I have determined that I like her very much! She can stay as long as she likes, I welcome her. As it is, no ideas in my brain, but that does not mean a blank piece of paper or a blank canvas won’t inspire me. I am feeling much more at peace with myself no matter what. I am convincing myself, that because I worked so crazy for so long, my body just needs some rest to catch up. Since, I don’t feel depressed or sad, I actually feel good, happy, and just quiet inside, that is really new to me! It seems to work nicely though, it is a change, so used to my mind reeling, but now the quiet seems to feel like a warm blanket. It is good! Hoping you had a wonderful weekend, not matter where you call home. Wishing you lots of smiles and laughter, sending out my love to you as always, diana

 

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Sunshine Is Back, Cloudy Outside!

Yesterday was a busy day for me. Did a bunch of errands, and then came home and did some stuff for my girlfriend, but mostly worked around the house and worked on me. Today, I have couple of errands to run, than I will be back home and do some more work around the house and more work on me! Went to bed feeling so happy and calm. That is good news considering all the stress lately! I slept well, and feel rested today. Found some Oracle cards in the book store, never heard of them. Part of my spiritual journey has been about reconnecting with my psychic abilities, some how I lost them on the way to madness! I think at some point I was having a hard disconnecting others feelings fro my own and the pain became overwhelming for me. So, one day I just shut it all down. The truth is I miss them, I make better decisions with them on, and I am now learning to reconnect with myself again, as well as learning how to separate those feelings from others. It is hard to explain if you do not have these feelings or senses.Most people can relate to not feeling whole, it happens to everyone at one point or another in life. That is how I feel when I am disconnected from my spiritual gifts, because in a way I am disconnected from myself. One thing I know, you can’t hide from who you are for long, it is destructive.

For me having these gifts is like having a built in navigator ( which I don’t have, lol, get lost real easy), this navigator helps me make the right choices for myself and guides me in how to relate and communicate with others as well. You can see how this is a plus in many ways! The downside was being able to separate my feelings from others, if I sense sadness, than I might become sad and not know why. So many people send out such strong signals and, they stick to me, best way I can explain it. I have to be very proactive in shaking off the excess. That way I can be real about how I feel. That is the hard part. Not sure if any of this makes sense to anyone but me, guess I have to be happy that it makes sense to me and I can do something about it. So, it appears that along with my journey to be an artist I am now on a full on journey to being the best me possible in the spiritual arena as well. I am confident that, it will all lead to better things all around for me, and in helping other people deal with things as well. It has always been my ability to help people with their problem, this just means I will be better at it. It definitely has been a WOW period for me.

Still need a job, and still looking. No big lottery win for me last night, so maybe tonight will be my night. If not, I do have a lot on my plate for now, and I feel it will all lead to great things. Got a lot to do, need to get ready, missed you yesterday, sorry about that. Hope you had a wonderful Friday and that today is the icing on the cake! Lots of love to you all, smile, diana

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