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Learning To Trust Again!

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , on March 4, 2012 by dianaswonderworks

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Well, just my thoughts in general these days. It is funny how life can spin you around from one thing to the next. Right now my life in many ways resembles my life twenty or more years ago. I have been very studious about it.It only occurred to me a few weeks ago, how much my life right now mirrors my life back then. Constantly looking to see what the lesson  or lessons I need to remember so I do not find myself in that place again! So many of the circumstances are like a dream from yesterday, faces and names have changed, but the similarities to that point are unmistakable One thing I know for sure, is that I cannot and will not repeat it, just fix what I missed.

I do know that I have changes so much. I am not as timid, still quiet and laid back, but not afraid to be myself! Even if being me costs a friendship or any kind of relationship. Maybe it isn’t about learning anything other than the fact that I am different, even better than I was before. My confidence is greater, my love is stronger, and my outlook on life in general is so much better than it was. I am happy and comfortable being alone, but not denying that I will one day soon will be in love again. This time it will be better than ever! Knowing more about myself and what I like and don’t like helps. But even more so, the fact that desperation is not part of my vocabulary anymore. Knowing I am okay by myself, makes it easier to see things more clearly and rake my time, before those rose colored glasses get in the way.

The bottom line is that learning to love is easy, learning to trust is the hard part. Truthfully, how can u really love in a pure way, when u cannot trust in a pure way. No strings attached, no drama, no guilt or rules, that is the hard part. Learning to trust is easier when you realize, that if some one fails you, it is okay. It is not a reflection of you, it is only a reflection of the person who betrays that trust. And guess what? That is the one who should be doing the soul searching! We must learn to trust, we must learn to love, it is in all of our best interests to do so. We not only grow as individuals by doing this, we grow as a race, when we learn to give the best of ourselves to our self of course, and then to others (whether they deserve it or not), and to the planet or world we live in. Just remember, even we do not deserve the kindness others show us, it is not about deciding who deserves it. If it was based on this, none of us would ever see an act of kindness, it is about the one smart enough to know, the act of kindness is what we deserve to give ourselves. When we learn to be kind to ourselves first ( knowing we don’t always deserve it), it becomes easier to be kind to everyone and everything else, no matter what.

Hoping you are having a wonderful weekend! Wishing you a great week as well. As always sending out my love to you and yours, until we meet here again, diana

 

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Just Another Moment In Time!

Posted in Uncategorized with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on February 21, 2012 by dianaswonderworks

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Well hello! Been a few weeks, or minutes as I call them. Time really does pass us by. Thank you for reading and I am doing my best to get more scheduled, slowly things seem to be coming around. Been unemployed since December, just before Christmas actually! Anyway, I have not been hiking in a while, miss it dearly. I am thinking today I will be going on a small one. The weather here is not as cold and I need the fresh air! Been so busy dealing with unemployment, still waiting to get paid. Trying to get myself road ready again, find a new job, still keep up with laundry and so many other things. I am happy to report, that I feel great, and am positive this is going to be a great year for me.

Got a lot of ideas running around in my head for new art, and also trying to figure out a way to work for myself. I have been trying as much as I can to make my life the life I dream of everyday! It isn’t just about positive thinking, that is a real start, it is also about feeling it, knowing it and knowing I deserve it! It is hard work to undo all the negative mumbo-jumbo I was taught my whole life. Not to mention the constant Debbie Downers out there, more than willing to pop my bubble. So, at first it seems like a full time job, it does get easier, and I am finally getting to the point where it bothers me for a second or two and then I move on and dismiss it!

One thing I know for sure, is that I feel so much better. I have heard and read so much on manifestation and visualization, even the negative talk. My motto is simple, no one has to believe it, I choose to. If indeed it is just some hoax, it is fine with me, I still believe great things are on the way for me! Because I believe it, guess what I am happy! Anything that can make me this happy is well worth the work, and those who believe it isn’t have the right to believe what they choose. One thing I know for sure is, they are not as happy as I am. If they were, complaining Woodhull not be on their to do list. Hoping the new year has been a wonderful gift for you as well!

No big lottery wins as of today, but that will change in a minute! I am confident, and can’t wait to go on a long wished for and well deserved vacation! I am going to a great spa for a few weeks and then travel to some islands, first thing! Hiking volcanic mountains in Hawaii, and surrounding islands, bask in the sun, swim, learn to scuba dive, take tons of photos, paint, draw, and love everyone who crosses my path! This is the time of my life! I have not been this happy ever! For a while, I was remembering how I was finally happy like I used to be, then I realized I could be so much happier. So, every day I wake up and do my best to make this one happier than yesterday! Sending love to you and yours as always, diana

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